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Art, Fear, & Loathing: Back Where the Pain Is -Vol. III

by Sah

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hello again rather good mornin shit ya right on time to catch me yawnin hows that for a double entendre? i'm tired of this bullshit game niggas is launderin could claim i'm a better choice but how played is that? (nah mean) dont every voice? i'm too accosumed to that rational to suffer you them bullshit niggas is passin my du (look) this aint that maybach music too laidback and the truth is i was raised off the avenue both parents at home didnt come out much cept for a dutch or some thang i was mackin to church-boy by design ya see the father is preacher dats possibly why i'm ether wit da mind and i aint too much a rapper more an actor on his grind who's quite decent when speakin that street venacular while keepin time but anyway, by this point in life ya boy is bout ready to break (pardon the pun) you know just call this shit a night toss the towel in diversify my funds, chapelle and shoalin (eh) i mean, shit why pretend aint really been the same since that dame met my closest friend sorry twin i know i covered that before but thought i'd say the shit again before i open up this exit door uh [chorus] farewell to the game know i loved that ass first but alot of things changed the feelin aint the same and thats so cliche but - im sure you understand i'm positive we'll still keep in touch possibly not as much and probably not wit all this damn pain cuz by this point feel inside like i'm dying of thirst but recognize that i loved you first loved you first (--) speaking of to my recent love? shouldn't really have to wonder who i'm thinkin of (well) i understand it if you do but you should notice the sample i've chosen and that i'm speakin to you it could be simple but that aint my style i'm an impatient child still growing and that may take awhile (-) i only wanted to see you laughin wasnt no weekend thang thats just the way it happened i wont pretend as if we'll be the way we was nor will i act as if this gift can compensate for my lack of faith, women issues, or my backward pace but if it werent for your light i couldnt crack this safe so since you often pushed me to this whole body of work is dedicated to you for the moutains and the sea for the canvas for the brush for the day that we finally break free [chorus] farewell to the game loved that ass first but at times things change the feelin aint the same and thats so cliche but - i hope you understand positive we'll still keep in touch possibly not as much and for damn sure witout this pain cuz by this point i imagine that you dying of thirst but please know that i loved you first loved you first
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yeah for all intents and purpose i'll be ya midnight guide i'll be the moon's surface i'll be the siren on the city block a vacant gun shot a familar notice a welcome home from a days vacation you in the hood again baby you gots death waitin you smell that blunt smoke concentratin? the loss of young ideals the fear of elder patrons? an empty belly and the strain of patience? the lengths we go to maintain witout basin? the few who care and many more complacent? and those like me who see it's silly tryna blame them? shit aint nothin new to me i've faced a barrel point blank i know it personally (yeah) i bet it hurts to hear it but you can feel it baby girl dont ask whats irkin me but anyways back to you baby I hope you feelin alright, im here for you lady I just get caught up in the moment dig me? don’t let my thoughts trouble you lil lady cuz on a road so cold you gotta have a hand you can hold through that stroll and what you think im here for? and so are you baby, therefore.. [chorus] i only wanna make it back to you i'm only tryna make sweet love to you i only wanna be with you So where do we begin? I’ll be your confidant, I’ll be your closest friend Don’t worry bout whatever’s coming after those baby Lets make this work Find out what happens then Now I don’t mean to be rude Im just tryna see you Airing out them tattoos Or in the middle of the beach Miles away from these streets Screaming out matthew Either that or sah ril Andre patrone Whatever, its how you feel Just let me know that you will Or what you wont and you pick baby girl its your thrill Its yo world for real Im so serious Sit back and chill Just think about what you desire Take it one step higher And ima show you how it feel cuz on a road so cold you gotta have a hand you can hold through that stroll and what you think im here for? Or rather who baby, either or.. [chorus] Take ya shoes off Let yo hair down Baby we here now Aint nothing to fear now Don’t go nowhere now Just let it be Don’t even have to move Just leave it all to me Put it all on me Let it fall on me Whatever crosses yo mind Girl you can call on me I’ll be yo stress releaver Be yo peace of mind I’ll give you what you need I aint got nothing but time I aint sayin this to play you or fuck wit your mind I’m just trying to say you mine At least in my mind Call it a fantasy I call it next in line Shit its only a matter of time Before..
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[bash] Brother’s keeper Peep the straight line I keep, they keep up Decline the recline, sit up turn up the speaker It’s the B etter A sk S omebody H ow I R ock Nigga These ties don’t lie I’m twice the man ya life demands I bet youd hear it if I never spoke it Know it though I never told it Maybe cuz that’s what truth do I am the one because I spit that hot number 2 Between my O’s and R’s I’m on my P’s and Q’s -- [cain] L word certified I eat pussy like a lesbian A lot of you rappers are lookin thespian And don’t get on bash and sah ril because they act We something like pitchers throwing out and away from baseball bats All balls We hit the stage, its all applause When we leave it’s a funeral home Black bags and coroners Killing em Yall could eat the scraps now Condors Tailor made for tight spots We fit perfectly Contour -- [sah] I'm basquiat of dat body rock Defyin standards Note, if nothing, how i provide the canvas Seein as it's OH sooo pretty tho..- best believe it Could give a fuck bout how the rest recieve it See im more concerned that you should witness these walls turned into exit options (thats to whomever heart could hear me knockin) and im "that nigga" to alotta these whack niggas like randy watson rather i'm "this nigga"...as in 'you need to watch him' yeah- and we just dat freshhhh no expiration uh thats how my brother do it so im no different watch me come in into it: my own.
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yeah one time for the poor and those of us who know death before we reach 24 now you are not another candle in streets my nigga we might beef but this is not our war see this is liquor for my niggas long gone if you have some ya self, gon head and tip it to the - floor (-) i promise i not gon keep you just had some shit on my mind i'll keep it sweet du (listen) dearest brother of mine knee deep i this struggle and grind take a walk wit me i know i know ya brothers is dyin i dont nobody give a fuck if you cryin have a talk wit me see you are far from alone and be it perfect or not baby this is our home but we aint gotta stay here forever dats my word we gon soon know better please believe that here's a hand my nigga i know you need that they say we lost all hope i dont believe dat cant believe that you see these kids nigga? thats all the hope we need dats what it is my nigga we aint that far off track this shit is nothin we gon get right back now black woman i love know this- you can give me a hug i aint gon bite you but when i dont love myself i tend to spite you and this is no excuse all tho its quite true you shouldn't settle for less but apart we face nothing but death thats real so i will commend you for what youve always done you stand strong even when i run you hold on even if i leave continue on when i give up faith and i thank God for you are his - grace and i really need you know this because if you dont - then we are hopeless just dont deny us your smile thats all we need to get beyond this mile and when we come together dats my word- no storm we cannot wheather we've done it throughout time by nature we both shine now lets we shine together i bet we find forever lets call it black child and teach them they're untethered teach ya daughter she's nothin if not clever teach ya son he was born tougher than leather and i dont mean to preach but i think its a safe bet you sick tired a these streets and probably tired of these niggas who false teach and tell you to blow it fast while you struggle to eat what kinda logic is that? you tell me maybe im off track we aint gotta stay here my nigga the promised land is over there my nigga
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[note: this track is meant to represent the so-called "riots" that took place in Newark in 1967, and other major cities]
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[sah] get up hey. we gotta get outta here cuz if they knew i was making love to you they'd kill me i know it really dont make much sense but when does love ever? baby i kinda need to hear that you feel me [chorus] always feels like im losin my step every other second gotta catch my breath judge no man habor no hate make enough money so my rent shit straight build me this house play these cards be a strong man when dem times get hard love my woman and serve my God honor my father's name i know i aint never been that good but it really that wrong if i just wanna sing my song and rep this hood? im sayin maybe im just that lost or maybe i stay lookin for a price to pay not knowin the cost? always feels like im runnin outta steps every other second gotta catch my breath judge no man habor no hate make enough money so these bills get paid build me this house play me these cards be an open sholder case somebody get scared love my woman and serve my God honor my father's name [nakia] So I pray Cuz I know there’s something greater I try to remind myself and everybody else that we’re the creators of our love story And maybe people think I got it all together Because I practice the best of me on a higher level And im so far away But what the masses agree on I don’t wanna be on And their pain tends to feed on I’m choosing love But what the don’t see Is that sometimes i feels like im losing my step Every other second tryna catch my breath My sister sends me money to buy groceries Said to its hard to believe when you did not eat And sometimes im scared sometimes I cry Its hard to let go and I don’t know why So I love myself And serve my God Honor the sense of my name And be brave and keep on loving Cuz in these times, love is unlawful And people wanna hear me singing songs like Aint it bad/really sad/feelin mad/frowny face I’m just saying Why is it easy to conjure up misery? But I’ll be the outcast. I’ll be the rebel Lock me up and throw away the key Cuz I’m gonna be the light, despite [When It] feels like im losing my step Every other second gotta catch my breath See I have the perfect life to practice getting better Cant appreciate the sun if I don’t know rainy weather And sometimes im scared Sometimes I cry Its hard to let go and I don’t know why So I love myself and serve my God Honor my father’s name
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shout outs to every hood up in this muafucka let em know you sittin good up in this muafucka and if you sexy in this bitch and you representin yo shit just as you should up in this muafucka turn my music louder please jersey get at me if you naughty nappy and proud to be dis dat latifah off henny and reefer dat lady lauren in somethin foriegn knockin aretha (you know the deal) oh we specialize in dat real tho we overly underrated and often hated but yet and still dats my word dat we build i put that shit on my mama dis aint just how i feel that hardcore black bernie mac type - nerdy rap flyer than a journey track bash d-dog is in effect kelli kells is in effect just let it knock..and give my my spect ~ Picture us sunsent on a distant beach White linen on ya flesh, mouth on a peach Beter yet trump tower, presidential suite Roses at your feet, I know you feel the heat Im so high off your aroma I can barely speak Can you hear me blink? I can feel ya thoughts I can taste your hesitation, I wont get you lost Just wanna get you off at any length or cost Of course, I’ll kiss it first if you rather that Then I’ma slather that Rather I got it covered I’ll pour the dressing on ya salad baby Get you smothered Every inch of you Just let me enter you I promise I’ll do anything you ask of me baby Just put this mask on me Slowly Now for a minute lets pretend as if you barely know me I’ll be your lover if you be my homie Word up Don’t need no weed Don’t need no ecstasy Don’t need no cocaine I’m high off ecstasy See when you’re next to me? I lose all sense of restraint and want you sexually I try to hide but I cant Fuck it If you don’t love me I’ma die here Do me and let me lie here Its ok I know you’re hurtin baby, let me work them issues away And I’ll make certain they go bye bye for stay This aint for play play hey You ever lose complete control of ya body while blood rushes from everywhere to your toes? Oh its such a lush sensation I’ll make it happen for you Just lemme tatse your sweat I wanna get you so wet I bet When this is over you’ll be so at peace Between an ocean of them soakin sheets Just crack it open lemme take a peak I’ll play ya head physician Just let me know when I should change position listen
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[chorus] S –sexy A –aoww H –how you get that illy ass sound? On the real tho? Couldn’t even tell ya I be on my own shit So accapella Hello my ladies Hello my love I see you baby Now back it up Heard you had a man and he had that ass yawnin Getcha some a this then, call me in the morning Iller than I ever was I been on that killer Yall are barely buzzed Tell ya how it is: They can tell ya how it was I’d rather tell ya how its gon be from here on No shit? Im the fuckin future How much evidence you need? I swear I need a huge amplifier just to turn it up higher Say this aint ya shit then you’s a muthafuckin liar But just in case you don’t get it I’m Two parts Jimi Hendrix with a hit of lime Yeah I know – I’m out my fuckin mind Ya damn right I’m on my dick van dyke, I trip all the time No drugs needed And nah, I’m not weeded See I be on the bullshit that had Pac heated Ya’ll call it real life but me I know better See this the pre-game lames Now where my name spella [chorus] Why wait? Call a nigga now I deliver all day. Do you hear this sound? More meat by the pound. Call me fudrucker 1-800 write my name in a muafucka And those are not my words So it must mean Boogie on that bullshit baby, he really does things I’ll let you fill your own blanks til we discuss things Shortie I aint no player I just crush on an everyday basis Until we trade places I aint tryna hear one word about the way I navigate Through this hateful Crooked ass world full of racists and self proclaimed angels And when they try to change ya? You tell em this the way that God made ya And since when does God need help being God? Yeah, that’s a doozie now aint it? Sing the hook wit me so we’re all well acquainted like [chorus]

about

“…an extremely talented, driven, passionate, conscious man with a lot to offer through his art…definitely someone to keep on your radar…” - [AnUndergroundMainstream]
www.anundergroundmainstream.com/content/october-november-2011-sah-ril

“…How fast can one person be a fan?…All I can say is let the future start now and let it be with this video….” - [Luv4Art]
luv4art.com/2011/10/16/sah-ril-unfinished-business-music-video-a-day-in-the-life-film-trailer/

“… If “Unfinished Business” is an indication of what Sah has to offer? then I am all excited eyes and ears….” - [SoulBounce]
soulbounce.com/soul/2011/09/sah_ril_has_some_unfinished_business_to_attend_to.php

“…The project is definitely impressive, add Sah to the list of independent artists that continues to make better music than whats in the mainstream…” - [The Conscious Tip]
www.theconscioustip.com/sah-ril-art-fear-loathing-album-review/

“…You kinda get an interesting Maxwell / D’Angelo Hip Hop vibe going on here..” - [OutDaBox Media]
outdaboxmedia.com?p=1998

“… Every song here serves its purpose justly and it never feels out of place. It’s like all the songs are NEEDED to paint the complete picture and be presented in a way it was intended…lyrics ARE dope and when combined with the sound scape, its down right scary…” - [LeebHATESRapMusic]
leebhatesrapmusic.blogspot.com/2011/12/post-6-sah-ril-art-fear-loathing-back.html

“…The hard hitting, emotion evoking, controlled chaos type beats are definitely an audio or sonic manifestation of a Basquiat painting, rarely will a song stay the same or allow the listener to pin point its melody or form, only further intriguing and captivating the listener…no topics are overused or repeated and every subject comes off genuine and heartfelt…..” - [NotTheYogurt]
nottheyogurt.com/2011/12/15/sah-ril-art-fear-loathing-back-where-the-pain-is-iii-album/

”..The substance you receive from conscious rappers tend to go over some people’s head because the lyrics are so dense, but here, what he is saying is clear. His concerns, his stance on how his people are hurting and carrying on isn’t masked in commercialization. That is what I love most about his music..” - [Misutura’s Eyeful]
misuturaphotography.tumblr.com/post/35406074279/shalaykimberly-standnaked-an-extremely

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released December 14, 2011

Written, Produced, Performed, Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Sah

Artwork by Sah

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